I'm tired...

Warning: This is a de-stress-er post so I'm just going to write how I feel right now. If you don't want to listen to me not feeling good (because I don't) then don't read anymore of this.

*sigh* I'm tired. I'm am sick and tired of being in limbo with my home, I'm tired of feeling out of place, like I don't belong anywhere and I'm just a burden to people. I'm tired of looking in a mirror and seeing a stranger. I am tired of thinking that whenever I open my mouth I am being a jerk to people. Its depressing and I can't help it. I'm tired of being all woe is me and that depressed kid over there.

I don't know why I feel like this, and I want it to stop. It needs to STOP. It needs to stop....
And I don't even understand why I feel like this. Am I being overwhelmed with emotions that I can't help but feel depressed? Or, maybe I am a jerk and need to stop being one.

I just feel so tired and sad its not even funny.
And ya, I know none of you care.
~Kenny/Kino~

Hello world!

I'm so tired, I need to get into shape, and i am slowly trying. I have started to take walks and this morning I basically did a full circle around my house. I started at my house, went all the way down Trinity until it merged into St. Mary's and then went down that road until I hit the main road. Then I went up that road until I hit Trinity again and then got home. I left at 9 this morning and got back at 11 this morning. I think I might have walked maybe one or two miles.

Just going on a walk and listening to your surroundings is quite enjoyable. Especially in the rain, listening to the water fall around you and listening to the noises of nature is nice and relaxing.

So now my question for you all is, how is everyone on this day?